Luke, wow! You put my lifelong struggle with depression & wild ambition into words :O
How wonderful. I let myself fall into mediocrity because of the depression but only recently, started chasing the vision again. It’s the best thing. My body just needs to catch up now.
I think that being human is a constant struggle to bring the full capacity of the brilliant light inside of us into physical form. And often, that seems impossible.
But I will keep going. Always.